I don’t want to get too deep into this fear, but when I’m alone and I’m in “the mood” (if you know what I mean), I feel attracted to ginger people, it’s like the “forbidden fruit”, like a guilty pleasure, like a taboo to me. Phew, I feel good finally sharing it with someone. P.S. I was about to send this when I decided to make a Google search and there is apparently a paraphilia named ‘rutiluphilia’ that is all about ginger people. Jesus Christ, I like ginger people only because it’s taboo for me, not in such paraphilic manner.
If it’s not disabling, doesn’t interfere with living your life and doesn’t cause anyone else harm, don’t overthink it.