Will I be happier in the future?

Will I be happier in the future (in which my body will be weaker + slower and my parents and my cat will be dead), after spending my entire youth in school then eventually become a mediocre / ordinary person?
Will I be happier in the future (in which my body will be weaker + slower and my parents and my cat will be dead), after spending my entire youth in school then eventually become a mediocre / ordinary person?

Life has a lot of ups and downs, regardless of age. It sounds like your feeling down about the future, which can be really draining. I recommend seeking some extra support to navigate these existential feelings. BC Counseling Services (https://bit.ly/BCUCSOptions) is a great resource. I highly recommend checking them out.