Can I actually type a million pages…

Can I actually type a million pages
Can I actually type a million pages?
My heart aches to write one
But things like this must be done
So I continue for you
Each day anew
To carry on
and sing a sad song

You left me here
Just to dissapear
You treated me like trash
And I turned to ash

Away in a grave my body now lays
Away from you and the rest of my days

Very sad, indeed. And sad songs and poems have their place. If this is how you, personally, are feeling much of the time, there are ways to cope with / change your mindset, and Counseling services (bit.ly/BC-counseling) can help with that.