Think I’m gay but not sure send help

I’ve had plenty of relationships with girls but usually ended them all after a few months since I didn’t really feel that emotional connection I had when I was with my friends(guy friends) one relationship was really bad and made me start to wonder why I never felt that connection I have with my friends, with a female partner. Am I extremely heartbroken or coming to a realization? Thanks to anyone that responds in advance(:

It sounds like you’re confused about your sexual orientation, which isn’t an easy place to be. Please know that you’re not alone: most people at some point experience ambiguity in relationships that makes them ask questions of one kind or another. Reaching out is the right thing to do. Find people you trust and can confide in. One option for exploring your experiences and identity is always counseling. At BC: bit.ly/BC-counseling. I have no doubt that in some time you’ll know yourself better and can embrace who you are. Until then, continue embracing yourself. You’re a wonderful person.