I’m sorry you’re on the struggle bus. Many are there with you. Keep in mind that he basis of stability during uncertain times is *not* certainty: it’s building trust and connections with others, so you can share your burdens. Do whatever you can to maintain connections with others and build trusting relationships. If you’re not sure how to do that or have some mental or emotional barriers, seek counseling. If you’re part of the BC community: bit.ly/BC-counseling. Here are some additional resources at BC: bit.ly/BC-stayconnected. I have faith that you’ll find connections and that they’ll help.