{"id":16586,"date":"2021-11-01T09:39:47","date_gmt":"2021-11-01T13:39:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/?p=16586"},"modified":"2021-11-01T18:34:46","modified_gmt":"2021-11-01T22:34:46","slug":"%f0%9f%98%80-im-dying-inside","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/2021\/11\/01\/%f0%9f%98%80-im-dying-inside\/","title":{"rendered":"? I&#8217;m dying inside&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><a href=\"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/aw110121-5.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"299\" src=\"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/aw110121-5.jpg\" alt=\"? I'm dying inside....\" class=\"wp-image-16578\" srcset=\"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/aw110121-5.jpg 300w, https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/aw110121-5-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/aw110121-5-100x100.jpg 100w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>? I&#8217;m dying inside&#8230;.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m so sorry. It sounds like you wear a smile; that can help, to a point, to trick yourself into actually becoming happier. But only to a point. Problem: it also tricks other people into thinking you don&#8217;t need support. When, clearly, you do. We all do. Please get it. If not from friends and family, then from someone skilled in listening, like a counselor: <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/bit.ly\/BC-counseling\">bit.ly\/BC-counseling<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m so sorry. It sounds like you wear a smile; that can help, to a point, to trick yourself into actually becoming happier. But only to a point. Problem: it also tricks other people into thinking you don&#8217;t need support. When, clearly, you do. We all do. Please get it. If not from friends and &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/2021\/11\/01\/%f0%9f%98%80-im-dying-inside\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;? I&#8217;m dying inside&#8230;.&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16586","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16586","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16586"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16586\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16592,"href":"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16586\/revisions\/16592"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16586"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16586"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/library.bc.edu\/answerwall\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16586"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}